sleeping kendall. tired eyes. everything french. everything ending. always traveling. always in transition. i just was to feel secure. 

just got back to my room in madrid. i had a really hard day, things were just really shitty and i was tired and when i finally got to be alone i just walked through retiro park and was surrounded by people and i started to feel a little better. then on my way home i was walking and i saw a huge crowd of people on the street and i walked over and there were five guys with guitars singing wonderwall and it was so amazing and i just sat down in the crowd of people and listened. i didn’t feel lost anymore and they kept singing songs and the street was full of people and lights and it was actually so amazing. i love that just being on the streets here you always see things like that and connect with everyone and there is always something happening and you are never really alone and things like that can make such a difference. it’s moments like that that keep me going. i know that’s super cheesy but whatever. i seriously think i want to stay here forever. i don’t ever want to leave.